If Only My Heart [ 10.1.08 ]

Where should I go
if my heart
was to collapse
from a glance
... a look , a stare , a peek
if only ...

What should I do
if my heart
was to shatter
from a word
.. a conversation , a talk , a story
If only ..

What should I be
If my heart
was to fail me
from you
.. a hug , a kiss , a love
If only ..

Hallway Blues [9.8.08]

Holding my breath
for when you walk by
Counting the seconds
until you say hi
But instead you smile
and look straight ahead
I turn away quickly
feeling flushed & red
My mind wandering so aimlessly
That act was so wrong
Cause' we were so close
and now we're so gone ..

Child's Play [ october ]

Whoever said that
pride & jealousy
slept in the same bed ?

How did it come to
love & hate
being misconceived
and keeping each other
warm at night ?

What ever happened
to check the box
yes or no ?
who the hell added
but this and that ?

I remember when Jack & Jill
used to hold hands on the hill
but now they fight for the bucket of water
and it's like that still

Tell me why
they made a cure for
cooties in kindergarten
but in high school
it starts all over again ?

The love & hate
the lies & betrayal
the pride & jealousy
the rumors & gossip

mom & dad said wait
but i saw him
and my emotions
wouldn't debate

if forever was true
i guess it hasn't started yet