Waiting at the corner
Trying to hide the scars
Walking down aimlessly
Holding back the tears
The light goes out
Falling with no security
No one provides safety
Into the midst of solitude
Echoing calls linger in my mind
Never knowing what's real or not
The night goes on
The one thing hat never skips a beat
Monday, July 21
Always & Forever
Whisper in my ear
& tell me you love me
Hold my waist close to yours
& never let me go
Tickle my nose
& catch my tongue with yours
Hold my hand
& count the wrinkles in my knuckles
Make me laugh with your never ending jokes
& toss my hair the way you like it
Your satisfaction is my pleasure
So look me in the eyes
& tell me you want forever
..always
& tell me you love me
Hold my waist close to yours
& never let me go
Tickle my nose
& catch my tongue with yours
Hold my hand
& count the wrinkles in my knuckles
Make me laugh with your never ending jokes
& toss my hair the way you like it
Your satisfaction is my pleasure
So look me in the eyes
& tell me you want forever
..always
Look At Me ( Interlude ) [6.12.08]
Closing in the doors
That led me to you
Returning to that place of discomfort
Heaven didn't send me to you
I did.
Doing what I thought I needed
Realizing it was more than what I wanted
And all I ever wanted was to be with you
I never really got that satisfaction
And I tried making it my own
Instead I fell asleep with my lullaby playing
in your memory
Never really waking up
Because in my dreams you're not perfect
and I'm not perfect
But together we're perfect
In reality you're too perfect
Setting an uneven balance between us
We don't work
Because I try while you stand by
There's no "i" in together
But to be together you have "to-get-her"
That led me to you
Returning to that place of discomfort
Heaven didn't send me to you
I did.
Doing what I thought I needed
Realizing it was more than what I wanted
And all I ever wanted was to be with you
I never really got that satisfaction
And I tried making it my own
Instead I fell asleep with my lullaby playing
in your memory
Never really waking up
Because in my dreams you're not perfect
and I'm not perfect
But together we're perfect
In reality you're too perfect
Setting an uneven balance between us
We don't work
Because I try while you stand by
There's no "i" in together
But to be together you have "to-get-her"
NO LOVE [6.18.08]
The purpose of finding
Something we give to the world
So freely
Something we play with and disguise
To hide a deeper meaning
Restore the purity
I once used to feel in having emotions
I look at what we make ourselves believe
To have what we truly want
Being true is a factor
A factor we overlook
The facts don't add up
Because this isn't living.!.
Something we give to the world
So freely
Something we play with and disguise
To hide a deeper meaning
Restore the purity
I once used to feel in having emotions
I look at what we make ourselves believe
To have what we truly want
Being true is a factor
A factor we overlook
The facts don't add up
Because this isn't living.!.
Wanting to Need [5.29.0]
If I was ready to give
Then I'd give away
If I could tell you what was really
on my mind
You'd get a novel
But the window is closed
And the draft stays put
So here I sit
At the corner of my mind
Willing to do nothing
Needing to do everything
Tell me what I want
Give me what I need
I stand and face the facts
I fight for what I want
and I die for what i need
I want to be with you
But I need to walk away
Then I'd give away
If I could tell you what was really
on my mind
You'd get a novel
But the window is closed
And the draft stays put
So here I sit
At the corner of my mind
Willing to do nothing
Needing to do everything
Tell me what I want
Give me what I need
I stand and face the facts
I fight for what I want
and I die for what i need
I want to be with you
But I need to walk away
Mistake #1 [6.5.08]
A senseless thought
May lead to a senseless action
Which causes reactions that were senseless
To a point of time flying senselessly
Which leaves you so cold
..and senseless
May lead to a senseless action
Which causes reactions that were senseless
To a point of time flying senselessly
Which leaves you so cold
..and senseless
Backround [5.23.08]
Shaded and colored
Define my thoughts
Dissect my eyes
and tell me what I see
To find the perfect word
So my explanation could be complete
But the words I put together
are never satisfying
..to you
because of my shades and colors
Define my thoughts
Dissect my eyes
and tell me what I see
To find the perfect word
So my explanation could be complete
But the words I put together
are never satisfying
..to you
because of my shades and colors
Moments [5.1.08]
Gone without a word
Deluding outside remarks
Remaining in the center
of the process
Satisfying to anybody
But yourself
Erasing the burdens
from memories
Panic rises to the surface
As if to say
..your screwed.?.
Green sweaters
warm and soft
Alone for a moment
And displayed publicly
for the moment
Second guesses
were probably there
for a reason..
Deluding outside remarks
Remaining in the center
of the process
Satisfying to anybody
But yourself
Erasing the burdens
from memories
Panic rises to the surface
As if to say
..your screwed.?.
Green sweaters
warm and soft
Alone for a moment
And displayed publicly
for the moment
Second guesses
were probably there
for a reason..
My Sanity [4.7.08]
The curtain falls over the window.
The shades are down.
The moonlight is hidden
in my pocket.
A drifting vibe
that was never found
hovers between
the spaces that
were ignored.
A candle is lit
and the shadow
crawls to the deep corners
filled with dust and cobwebs.
A distinct smell
floats under my nose.
When I turn away
That feeling I could never describe,
an itch I couldn't scratch,
a love you forgot..
beside the door.
The shades are down.
The moonlight is hidden
in my pocket.
A drifting vibe
that was never found
hovers between
the spaces that
were ignored.
A candle is lit
and the shadow
crawls to the deep corners
filled with dust and cobwebs.
A distinct smell
floats under my nose.
When I turn away
That feeling I could never describe,
an itch I couldn't scratch,
a love you forgot..
beside the door.
LOST [4.25.08]
Holding on to the pieces
Of what keeps me alive
Trying to find the strength
So that I'll discover the balance
I've been seeking so long..
Hearing the clocks tick away
Afraid to move forward
Letting go of the past
But never letting go of me
And still the guilt
Stalks my shadow
A feeling that never
decreases in any shape or form
Of what keeps me alive
Trying to find the strength
So that I'll discover the balance
I've been seeking so long..
Hearing the clocks tick away
Afraid to move forward
Letting go of the past
But never letting go of me
And still the guilt
Stalks my shadow
A feeling that never
decreases in any shape or form
Stupid Gov't [4.25.08]
Living in a fantasy
Blaming the innocent
Ignoring reality
Thanking society
Trusting everyone & nothing
Believing in the Bible
Distrusting everything & no one
Little faith in the Bible
Looking for everything
Trying to try
Finding nothing
Giving up on giving up
Blaming the innocent
Ignoring reality
Thanking society
Trusting everyone & nothing
Believing in the Bible
Distrusting everything & no one
Little faith in the Bible
Looking for everything
Trying to try
Finding nothing
Giving up on giving up
In Deep [4.25.08]
I lack his warmth
His touch I need
A kiss of liberation
Can also lead to death without it
A feeling strongly
being avoided
But noticed in every aspect
Every thought, breath, and blink
Should I just die?
Never missing someone
So badly before
He'll never know exactly
How I wait for him
Just to smile because he's there
To tear alone in silence
At the thought of the last time
He hugged me
No he'll never know
Because when I'm with him
I forget it all
I hear his voice
And I know why...
His touch I need
A kiss of liberation
Can also lead to death without it
A feeling strongly
being avoided
But noticed in every aspect
Every thought, breath, and blink
Should I just die?
Never missing someone
So badly before
He'll never know exactly
How I wait for him
Just to smile because he's there
To tear alone in silence
At the thought of the last time
He hugged me
No he'll never know
Because when I'm with him
I forget it all
I hear his voice
And I know why...
All The Reason to Worry [4.23.08]
Looking for a place
A place of understanding
To be who I want to be
With no worries
Finding someone
To share life with
To see it from different perspectives
With no worries
Changing addresses of disguises
Singing a door open
To find a certain freedom
With no worries
To be everything you never wanted me to be
Yet still having all your love
To keep me warm a night
With no worries
A place of understanding
To be who I want to be
With no worries
Finding someone
To share life with
To see it from different perspectives
With no worries
Changing addresses of disguises
Singing a door open
To find a certain freedom
With no worries
To be everything you never wanted me to be
Yet still having all your love
To keep me warm a night
With no worries
Lullabye [4.23.08]
Singing the lullaby
of you and me
Finding a beat for words
A place for you to be
Dreams I wish I could give you
Like a scent you'll always remember
Giving me all your love
Like a flame in mid December
Wrapping your arms around me
Gripping and holding my waist
Ignoring the lust in your eyes
A sin I don't need to taste
Sing me our lullaby
The sound of music
Notes in your heart
Hoping you'll never lose it
Melodies dancing in our souls
2 bodies
1 song, heart, & night
of you and me
Finding a beat for words
A place for you to be
Dreams I wish I could give you
Like a scent you'll always remember
Giving me all your love
Like a flame in mid December
Wrapping your arms around me
Gripping and holding my waist
Ignoring the lust in your eyes
A sin I don't need to taste
Sing me our lullaby
The sound of music
Notes in your heart
Hoping you'll never lose it
Melodies dancing in our souls
2 bodies
1 song, heart, & night
"I ____ You." [4.23.08]
Looking for words to say
Not just "I love you."
But exactly how I feel
The right letters
Put together to make
the right word,
the right phrase..
Somehow, possibly
Also making sense
In a realm of
Not confusion
But mystery, hope,
and love..
Somewhere in between
the words somehow subside
They don't really matter
Finding ways to express myself
So you would know
Know exactly how much I love you
So that maybe..
Hopefully...
You love me
...the same
Not just "I love you."
But exactly how I feel
The right letters
Put together to make
the right word,
the right phrase..
Somehow, possibly
Also making sense
In a realm of
Not confusion
But mystery, hope,
and love..
Somewhere in between
the words somehow subside
They don't really matter
Finding ways to express myself
So you would know
Know exactly how much I love you
So that maybe..
Hopefully...
You love me
...the same
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