Elly's Aunt [2.6.09]

* Dedicated to Elliduesa and her Aunt *

This tear falls
on my shoulder
but not on my
cheek ..

is so soft
i lay my head on the
pillow ..

is my only comfort .

There are answers
in the window
but the sun is
hidden .

The voice I seek
lies under
maps ..

can't lead me
back to
you ..

i hope to see
soon .

I Don't Like You [2.6.09]

Nothing stops me
from
showing him
the reflection
of my heart
through
ways of satisfaction
only to my judgment

However ,
my skin is still
irritated and
his is drowning
in anxiety

yet
we both buy
masks
but his is
translucent

so i try
to attract
none of his
attention