this day didn't come to me ..
it left silently
.. without a single word .
haunted by the time
it took me ..
just to realize what i've always known .
the blame shouts in my ears
i cry for solace
but i can't hear the echo ..
the anger tempts me
to be what i never wanted for myself
so i let it soak just so i can feel empowered .
i risk it all with words
that i never meant to say
they fall on my knees
they rip my skin
they pull my hair
they beat my heart
where does it all go ?
it goes in a secret box where
those dreams lie .
he called and let my fears
drown in an ocean of tranquility
but it's deceiving
for my thoughts won't let go
of what i think i want
and when confusion roams
into what is not his
that is when chaos of mentality
makes this day horrifying
those bold words
i don't know
i have no idea
there is no way i can do this
i want out .
to live is to love
and to love is to live ..
the imbalance is not
between
lies ..
or denial .
laughter seems to be
the music of peace
but i laugh at this joke
.. it's funny .
how could someone be so lost
yet so complete ?
those answers are to be found
in a book
that makes no confound attire
for the mind .
fight to establish what is already known .
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