Wanting to Need [5.29.0]

If I was ready to give
Then I'd give away
If I could tell you what was really
on my mind
You'd get a novel
But the window is closed
And the draft stays put
So here I sit
At the corner of my mind
Willing to do nothing
Needing to do everything
Tell me what I want
Give me what I need
I stand and face the facts
I fight for what I want
and I die for what i need
I want to be with you
But I need to walk away