If I could hold you in my arms one last time. Could I mold your thoughts in my hands? Maybe I could shape your feelings to feel the way I do. How would you feel if I might expose my honest feelings to you again? Maybe I should, but that would only put you behind a mental prison. But why should I be held in a psychological prison while you're free to roam your thoughts. While I'm fed the same thoughts of you every day. So will you hold me physically this one last time, for I hold you in my thoughts last time, this time, and next time.
Saturday, September 27
Freewrite: The Moon [9.25.08]
Hearing what you say. Listen to what I tell you. The moon only shines in the darkest hours, at times in the light but little by little, it departs from the Earth. It still does its job but maintains its pace in departure. So if you've noticed any similarities with the moon and your current situation, remind me delicately why you treat me so.
Stuck [9.25.08]
Sulkily reigning over the easily weak
But spotted off afar
lies the tree of youth
Unmoved by all attempts
of superiority except
nature itself
As it teases the one in reign
Affections are dispersed
to the flames
The options that were
considered impossible
or unthought of
remain the sole of the fury
But spotted off afar
lies the tree of youth
Unmoved by all attempts
of superiority except
nature itself
As it teases the one in reign
Affections are dispersed
to the flames
The options that were
considered impossible
or unthought of
remain the sole of the fury
YOU SUCK.!. [9.21.08]
So shallow
are the words
that slip from your mouth
You say words
that you don't mean
what are you
hiding from?
Putting the blame
on me
holding grudges
that aren't really there
So I guess this is goodbye
but not really
cause' we'll still see each other
for a glimpse in our dreams
are the words
that slip from your mouth
You say words
that you don't mean
what are you
hiding from?
Putting the blame
on me
holding grudges
that aren't really there
So I guess this is goodbye
but not really
cause' we'll still see each other
for a glimpse in our dreams
Goodnight Love, Don't Let Go Tonight [9.15.08]
If a dream faltered
Could it be renewed?
As if the wishes of the skies
could be granted by the
lonely stars
Lonely stars admired by many
but inspired by more
The audience came back
like the tamed feline
Demanding its freedom
but the truth lies
The truth lies exactly where
the heart is to the mind
filled with endless possibilities
that maybe this slumber activates
just as my dream falters
Could it be renewed?
As if the wishes of the skies
could be granted by the
lonely stars
Lonely stars admired by many
but inspired by more
The audience came back
like the tamed feline
Demanding its freedom
but the truth lies
The truth lies exactly where
the heart is to the mind
filled with endless possibilities
that maybe this slumber activates
just as my dream falters
Thursday, September 25
No Control [9.14.08]
Will you let me
take enough control of
the situation to say
"what did you do tomorrow?"
with that
will you look me in the eyes
&tell me you don't understand that?
We both know that
the truth lies in yuor voice
For the answers in mine
& why don't you respond
to how I feel?
Could your ambitions
or maybe your secrets
or what if its the hidden passion
you fake...
your recent confessions
have led me to believe
that adolescent love doesn't exist.
take enough control of
the situation to say
"what did you do tomorrow?"
with that
will you look me in the eyes
&tell me you don't understand that?
We both know that
the truth lies in yuor voice
For the answers in mine
& why don't you respond
to how I feel?
Could your ambitions
or maybe your secrets
or what if its the hidden passion
you fake...
your recent confessions
have led me to believe
that adolescent love doesn't exist.
Sunday, September 21
Too Soft [8.23.08]
The lines ride
to the sides
gliding from and by
What was the consequence
of the light touching
the moon?
Could the reflection
of reality still
effect my dream?
The importance of it all
spins in a cycle
threatening lively souls
you-ing and i-ing
what is?
you as i and i as you
to the sides
gliding from and by
What was the consequence
of the light touching
the moon?
Could the reflection
of reality still
effect my dream?
The importance of it all
spins in a cycle
threatening lively souls
you-ing and i-ing
what is?
you as i and i as you
Above All [8.10.08]
Coming to you with a heavy heart
and a broken state of mind
On my knees
crying my heart out
shedding overdue tears
Never fully understanding
that
you're love
is
more
and a broken state of mind
On my knees
crying my heart out
shedding overdue tears
Never fully understanding
that
you're love
is
more
Many Words [8.10.08]
Looking at the many words
You created
Thinking of the many words
you gave me
Speaking of the many words
in prayer
You created
Thinking of the many words
you gave me
Speaking of the many words
in prayer
Your Soft Brown Eyes [8.09.08]
Those soft brown eyes
looking intently into mines
This moment couldn't of waited
for Cupid's love lullaby
Your thoughts and feelings
spill into those bright brown eyes
Misguided faults and the sad truth
being diagnosed with white lies
Could those beautiful brown eyes
ever shed one little tear
For more than tomorrow's relationship
or do they hide behind the fear
To have all of your love
hide behind innocent lies
My heart doesn't learn
from those phenomenal brown eyes
looking intently into mines
This moment couldn't of waited
for Cupid's love lullaby
Your thoughts and feelings
spill into those bright brown eyes
Misguided faults and the sad truth
being diagnosed with white lies
Could those beautiful brown eyes
ever shed one little tear
For more than tomorrow's relationship
or do they hide behind the fear
To have all of your love
hide behind innocent lies
My heart doesn't learn
from those phenomenal brown eyes
So True [8.09.08]
It's true that when I stood by you
My heart flew blazing in the sky
It's true that when I hugged you
My knees buckled to keep their strength
It's true that when you looked at me
I lost all feeling in my body
It's also true that when I stood by you
My heart sank to the deepest of darkest oceans
It's also true that when I hugged you
I didn't feel the strength in your heart
It's also true that when you looked at me
I lost my confidence to your clueless eyes
My heart flew blazing in the sky
It's true that when I hugged you
My knees buckled to keep their strength
It's true that when you looked at me
I lost all feeling in my body
It's also true that when I stood by you
My heart sank to the deepest of darkest oceans
It's also true that when I hugged you
I didn't feel the strength in your heart
It's also true that when you looked at me
I lost my confidence to your clueless eyes
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